This is the first time I am doing anything of such sort, I have never managed to even keep a diary properly. I tend to be easily bored, but I think at this point of time I really need to keep a journal on myself … oh well ...
I am confused, well when am I not confused ! But till now I used to be confused about what is love, all about now I am thinking if there is anything like real friendship, if there is really a feeling that you have for a person who u consider just like a sister or brother a part of your family.... I thought I did .
Are friends not suppose to be happy when u are ??
Today for the first time my buggu didn’t seem very playful; he is always playful but today he was like if she wants to she will or else its all good. I didn’t like that attitude reminds me of my past I am confident that there were things at the back of his mind that were troubling him and I wasn’t helping him much but still ….
Feels much better typing it out, because at this moment in life I feel I don’t have friends and I feel hopelessly alone... n I can always trust on my PC, yes I trust in you, u r my new best friend !
On job front I did galley for the second time. I was a mess luckily I managed to do it onto me than others it was hectic but I think I am very confident at it I like it but it comes with great responsibilities but it definitely helps I am more responsible and more of a team leader in it. Feels nice, power is always nice isn’t it ?
This is all from me, i will write soon with a proper introduction tilll then nite nite ...i am gonna go watch movie or probably tire myself by reading this book that i m on its Straight From The Gut by Jack Welsh the CEO for GE hmmmmmmmmmmmm bye :)